I haven’t posted in a while. Just haven’t really been keeping up, sorry to my nonexsistant readers. Haha. My boyfriend and I are watching Law and Order: Special Victims Unit. He’s already seen this one, and surprisingly I haven’t. I’ve seen almost every episode, or at least I thought I did. I don’t want every single post to be about how madly in love with my boyfriend I am, but it’s true. We’re talking about when he leaves for Basic Training, and Job Training and such. I have so many questions for other Marine Girlfriends or wives. How do you get by everyday for months not hearing his voice, not seeing his face, not smelling his scent? How can anyone do it? I guess I’m about to find out, huh? I want to physically meet someone who’s been there… Someone who’s ALREADY gone through it. I have a friend who’s going through it (her boyfriend went Army), but it’s not the same… She’s not like me… I can’t explain it… Lately, I’ve been trying to deal with just not seeing him for a few DAYS. When I can’t see him, I wear his clothes, and I can smell him… It may sound weird, but it’s true. I wish I could kidnap him sometimes, and keep him forever. Haha. Weird. My future Marine. Wow. Wow. Just wow. I can’t think of anything else but that. He makes me happy. I’m doing it again -_- Lol sorry nonexsistant readers. Back to what I was saying. The day he leaves, I can’t imagine it. At first I fantasized about driving him to Parris Island and dropping him off, and them calling his name and him changing his mind, and me telling him “Babe. You’ve been wanting to do this your whole life. You’re going to go in there, and go to Boot Camp, and you’re going to do a hell of a good job, and come out the best damned Marine I’ll ever see in my life; and I’ll be there right by your side. Forever. I love you” and he’d say back “I love you too, I’ll be right back.” But then I saw a Marine Corps documentary. I don’t get to drop him off anywhere, maybe the bus stop or something. He goes on a bus, so I have to wait extra hours to see him. I shouldn’t think of it like that. Do NOT get me wrong, I’m so happy. I’m happy that this amazing boy wants to be with me, I’m happy that this amazing boy who wants to be with me is reaching for and grabbing high things in life; I’m just a girl though. I can’t help but worry that he’ll leave and when he comes back he’ll change his mind about me, or the fact that he could meet some gorgeous girl out there who’s also going to be a Marine with the same MOS as him or something. I’m insecure sometimes, I can’t help it; but what I can help is right here and right now. I can love him with all my heart right now, and be there for him. I can’t imagine us not being an us for years to come. I love him with all my heart. I really hope he knows that<3 

 I’m not including a photo in this post because I’m about to write another one, kind of an ode to us for our 6 month anniversary<3 [: